in the end it's just you, the ball and whatever you're gonna hit it with.

it's been an emotional rollercoater kinda day. i'm not sure i can really get it all into any sort of order or explain exactly what's what but i do know this. i need to gain some sort of control. i am spinning a little off course and need to right the ship. it's almost midnight on saturday night and i am at the shop having just gotten back from the sunshine coast and jessica's wedding. it's a weird place to be on a saturday night. i work here all week and yet, here i am now. and really, i have no place i have to be or go right now, so why not? the garbs is gonna make a guest appearance tomorrow with lawn order so i'm happy about that and then later on in the day i'm gonna frame-up my shitty photos for the bean around the world hanging - with the help of suzanne at opus. she's a winner that one.
right now. right now i feel like an asshole. i'm just gonna give it to you straight. i can't go into details but, i feel like a fucking asshole. you don't need to know why. i just do. it was a weird 24 hours or so with all sorts of shitting happening and not happening and then happening all over again. it's a good thing i don't own a gun - at least right now.
ok. enough of that.

i'm gonna go home and try and at least pretend everything is great.

fuck this.

g. xo

now now more photos in no particular order from the last 24 or so hours. like you give a flying fuck.

penelope after a fine breakfast at molly's reach.



at the wedding.



ferry action.



judy's mom - jessica's grandmother - she lives in santa cruz.



backdrop.



the one and only marv newland. google that.



more ferry.



more marv. i love that guy!



cake cutting action.



even more ferry.



um.



all brides drink strongbow directly after saying 'i do'.



nice.



andrew loves the beach.



andrew also loves weddings.



more ferry..?



look at the....



i slept in the elephant - penelope slept in her tent. i don't camp. sleeping in a tent is camping.