1,2,3...gonzo.

funny, but not funny -ha ha - funny as in, hhmmm. and really, it's too be expected. this is gonna be cryptic, sorry, no way around it. sometimes the best intentions are just that, the best intentions. we, collectively, say things that we want to happen, or we at least think we want it to happen. like, when you run into someone you haven't seen in a while and you plan a lunch date or dinner or drinks with no fixed date, just a "we should get together", but you really know you won't. and not because you don't want to, it just never happens. and we, again, all of us, deal with our shit our own way, we are human afterall and no one is the same....like snowflakes or fingerprints. we all just do what we do and really that's all we can do. do the best we can to keep up with others and keep in touch and stay in tune with our families, friends and even some enemies. i have a very good friend who i have known since grade eight or seven who i never see yet he lives only ten minutes from me. why? because in many ways we're very different but i know, if i saw him, we'd pick-up right where we left off. i have a few pals like that. some friendships, however, seem like they'll never come back and maybe that's how they were meant to be, their lifespan shorter than the rest, but no less valuable.
we can try and keep it all together, have dinners, send cards and letters, call, lunches, etc...but in the end, the ones that have been meant to stick, will, and those that were meant to be shorter in term or ones that are revisited from time to time will be as they are.
a change is as good as a rest sometimes...just sometimes the rest becomes a permanent change. and that can be okay too.

i love you all....i really do.

g. xo