wow and flutter.

just how fucking good is lemonade anyways? perhaps the world's most perfect beverage.
i had a weekend to be sure. it was filled with running around, some hockey, a meal or two and another viewing of an apartment just like my new. just flipped. mirror image of it. in a different building, right next door. i'd be excited about it, and part of me is but part of me has grown weary of waiting for it to be done. i have no idea how people who have put money down on places that won't be done for years do it, or deal with it. i sure couldn't.
the h2n2 has faded somewhat and i'm now just a little achy, and achy breaky, but nothing too bad. i feel crappy in the morning when i first get up and then as the day progresses it gets better.
some of the lawn order bills have yet to be paid...and i'm sad about that. not sad because the money out there that's owed to me is that much...i can eat just fine, but, i hate that people don't pay up...like that fucker laurie mercer. just for the record he's still an asshole. i mean, i cut the grass...what part of writing a cheque and sending don't people get? oh well...another year, a few more deadbeats.
a friend called me the other day to let me know he's finally taken the first step to becoming more honest with himself and is now going to N.A. meetings...i told him it was the best thing for him and that i was proud of him...i just hope this time he sticks to it...he's had other plans before that have fallen through. maybe it's time. maybe it's his time. i hope so.
and e.mails go out and then, sometimes e.mails come back. i ask people questions and try and make plans but, these plans don't get made so...(because the e.mails don't come back...) and i know, i know, we're all busy - i sure am...so i guess i shouldn't get too wrapped-up in it.
and i'm here to tell you that the squeaky wheel gets the grease...my imac was experiencing some 'burn-in' and while it wasn't much, it was enough to piss you off so...after a talk with apple..i got me a new screen. installed yesterday and back with me now. nice. looks the same, only better.
ok. lunch soon.

g. xo