Wednesday, August 06, 2008

it's all gonna break

the blog. sometimes i just don't know what to do with it, about it, for it, for those of you who read it....none of it. it was and is a outlet for me to express my feelings, let you in on what i've been doing, up to, who i have been with and hanging out with, and sometimes, about love. and now heartache.
i have in the past let it all hang out when i have been in the state i am now, but this time, i'm not going to do that. it's not maturity, not anything of the sort, it's more about privacy and respect and just, for lack anything better, a time to tough it out. put on my big boy pants and get through it. i am still in love, very much so, it's just that the situation that finds me in love is changing. and i'm hoping for the best result possible.
in a few short weeks i will get my license back and with it a renewed sense of self and freedom and, well, i'm sure something else. there may be a need for a trip to once again re-visit the original el presidente...always good for the soul and heart.
i don't have much to report right now....it's all about laundry, keeping busy and making it through....

i love you all so much. i really do.

g. xo

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