in the way

i'm not having a great day so far. i have said a few things that were thoughtless, at least, not been a great boyfriend and done, maybe, less than i should have..and i'm now grumpy and trying hard to shake it. and i will. there never seems to be enough hours in the day, i know, i know - clique but so true, and because of this i get all wound-up and the unwinding is not a pretty sight. no wonder i cut lawns. it's a wonder sometimes that anyone wants anything to do with me at all - i'm a pain i the ass. i'm also having a low self-esteem day, which can be a bit of a handicap when it comes to dealing with stuff - just stuff, day to day stuff. it'll be fine. i'm ok, you're ok - all that hippy stuff applies here and now. (even if i think i'm a loser....) ok...enough of that.
last night/early yesterday evening shauna and i rode the motorcycle over to hottie's house for a bbq/housewarming thingy. i had cut her lawn earier in the day as my housewarming present. it needed it and she, and her roomies, were happy to have it done. i'm here to help. it seemed that everyone there, or a large portion thereof, had been out late the night before and were a little sleepy so it was a subdued affair. we were both feeling a little lackluster as well so after a while said our good-byes with the idea of going and seeing a movie with megan. didn't happen. megan called and said she was too tired for a late movie and we then decided that we'd stay in and watch a movie we already had - blood diamond. 2 hours and eight minutes later, i had my movie review fully written. blood diamond - shitola.
today shauna and i headed back over to our favorite mattress store, sleep country, to try out a few more beds. these really are the good times. and after trying a few more, have decided to have another mattress delivered to chez garn. it's our last shot at their exchange policy, after this we're on our own. if it doesn't work out, we'll have to sell it on our own and start from scratch - at least if that happens we'll already know what we don't like. i hope.
later on today a few of us are heading out to issy's for a pot luck dinner. i have never, or if ever i don't remember, had a pot luck dinner thing. i hope we all don't bring salad or lasagna. it'll be nice and issy'll get to see all the kids and meet a few she's never met before.

ok.

i need a snack.

g. xo

hottie has a nice stove.



hottie and shauna enjoy the lawn personally styles by lawn order.



shauna breaks out the 70's helmet.