today i went up to UBC hospital for a little ultrasound action. it was painful. not the actual ultrasound but the fuckin' waiting. there was a woman ahead of me who was there with her husband and ahe didn't look so good. i think she may have been preggers but i couldn't really tell...the husband looked all concerned and was like a little kid while she was in there getting all gelled up and ultrasounded...he paced outside the door...he made me nervous..and when i wasn't nervous about him i was passing out from the boredom and the air in that place..issy used to work there years ago...she ran the joint. anyhow...i finally got in after the woman ahead of me decided she was done..and she looked done...i thought she was gonna hurl right there..which i kinda would have enjoyed right about then.
anyhow..after looking around for a while and telling me i had a bunch of bone spurs on my heel, big deal, i was outta there...no rips or tears found...nice..all that shit for nothing and i still have a sore calf muscle. good times. i may have to go for an MRI now...escellent. or i could do what i always do and just say fuck it and let it do whatever it's gonna do...that may be a better plan overall...
i'm gonna go home tonight and take a bunch of pills i think..i feel like ten pounds of shit in a five pound bag...need some juice and soup..kinda the same thing except one's hot and one's not. i need to make friends with my couch the next couple of nights i think..i need sleep...and drugs. and soup.
g. xo
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found your site, randomly. Well check your serum/ionized calcium levels. Also your diet may lack calcium etc, I'm sure your doctor is taking care of it. Good luck!
What kind of fx do you do?
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