Monday, January 23, 2006

feels like falling down...


i was thinking today, and i know it's a long way off yet but, i can't wait until lawncutting season rolls up again. i think a lot of people think i just do it for the extra cash-but there really isn't any..well, some, but so much of it is for barter..i do it for my head mainly. it's good. more on that some other time but i can't wait for the grass to get growing again...speaking of my head, and maybe why i was thinking about the green, green grass of home today...i decided to take a break for the therapy for a while..mainly because of money but it's good to take a breather every once in a while. my shrink, barb, is great. god bless her...she sits and listens to me ramble on and on about shitola...week after week...she really should get a prize...anyhow, i guess i was telling her about what makes me happy and the one thing i could think of was cutting grass. there are other things that give me pleasure to be sure, but i think of pleasure and happy as being in two different camps. not always. but in this case.
i hung out at home almost all weekend. watched tv, watched a couple of movies-lord of war and the grissly man. lord of war was like some sort of morality tale and finger pointing at the current US government...kinda bored me...the other, a doc., was good...if not a little overstated...but good. some people is just nuts...i know a few.
daisley came over and watched some football on the old tv....i should have made the bets i wanted to make...both teams i called ended up winning... i could have won at least ten bucks...speaking of money...i was wondering if all the money i lent to don bull in the 80's was gonna come back to me... i only think of this sort of thing when i'm broke.. or pissed at bullski...i'm just broke... i'm too tired to be mad at don bull...

don't forget to call your mom. or if ya want you can call my mom....she likes hearing from ya.

g. xo

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