sometimes

sometimes it pays to just keep your mouth shut - i should have done that today. not the end of the world, by any means but, i laid into someone today in a way i don't usually do. i usually keep, what i said, in my head and keep it that way...i think one of my co-worker's unedited style of speaking is rubbing off on me and i don't like it. i have, in the past couple of weeks, let a few people know how i feel about the way they conduct business or how their (whatever) has fucked me. i can be grumpy (much less so in recent times...) sure, but this is different...this is me not holding back whatever it is i wanna say and letting it all go. and sometimes, that's ok...not today. i'm gonna say sorry and hope all's well because he's a good guy and is just, um, different from me and operates in a different manner than i do, and maybe a different manner than the rest of the world does, but that doesn't make it wrong. just different.
i need an el presidente is all. maybe an in-n-out burger...it's the 'near the end of the show' pissyness and it's kicking in. all will be well and the world will be back on its axis soon enough.

in other news. someone came and took the dishwasher away. i picked-up the new one yesterday and will try and find time over the long weekend to install it...say hello to clean dishes again - though i have had those but have been doing them by hand (which i don't mind a bit...kinda zens me out....)

ok.

g. xo