what to do...

as the days go by and the time gets longer between the last show and a new show - of which there is none on the horizon....i start to wonder about staying in the biz...this happens every time so it's not new but it's still enough to send my mind into overdrive and make me wonder about the future - my future....i have become pigeon holed amonst my group of fellow workers. i used to work on set more and was always a decent pair of hands there but most have forgotten my days there as now i am regarded as the guy who runs the office - the secretary. it's also hard as it rains and rains, and i know i'm not the only one who feels this way, to see the other side of anything. hard to cut lawns in the rain, having no license is a bummer as well, and the fact that everyone else in my 'crew', dan, joel, corie, al and eric, are all working on other shows...anyhow...it's a bummer.
i really should look into other options. make lawn order more of a handyman kind of thing...mr. sort of fix-it....go back and get a trade at BCIT or something. the main problem is i have no idea what i'd like to do - not a clue. so i'm looking for suggestions...or maybe i should open that coffee shop i've been thinking of for the last 15 years....or something. maybe 1-800-askgarn is a viable option...maybe not. or www.askgarn.com....people call me looking for shit so maybe, just maybe...you can make some decent money picking up cans if you really apply yourself.
anyhow...if you have any ideas, please let me know...if a film job comes along, i'll take it but i really need to look around...maybe i could form a rock and roll band...

g. xo