good things happen to good people...

..and i think i'm a pretty good guy overall. i don't lie, i treat people with respect, try and help out others when i see they need...so why am i continually getting fucked over? when is something good going to happen...ok, sure...there are glimpses of things here and there...but in a general sense...if it wasn't for bad luck i'd have no luck at all...
yesterday i told you of the coolerator's demise, the lawn mower dying, the show i'm on taking money out of my pocket..because lord knows they don't have enough money in their 60-80 million budget to give me a little goodness...fuck! i hate my job!!!! ok...i feel a little better..if it wasn't for the good guys i work with i'd be outta there... someone needs to tell the higher ups in film that they're not curing cancer...
ok..down to the real problemo... i went and found a honda element i was interested in...second hand honda...great car/truck/whatever...and i took my honda civic, the one i had bought for marcy so she could get to school and concentrate on school and not the shitty transit system we have here, and used it as a trade-in on the element. so, i paid somewhere in the 'hood of $6500.00 when i bought it in sept, i think, now they want to give me $2500.00 for the trade-in...i told them that was like a kick in the nuts! and i walked. 2500 bucks!? wow1 that's awesome...looks like i'll be fixing the coolerator afterall and selling the honda through a private sale...i guess...the for sale signs go in tomorrow and that'll be exciting. having idiots coming over, kicking the tires, asking stupid questions, low-balling me even more...good times...i'm fucked.
ok..good times..another dinner of ritz crackers and veggie burgers...i'm living large lately.
my dad says tomorrow is another day and that it'll be better...i love you floyd but i would have thought that by now you would have given up on that thinking...i'll try it but..i know it ain't true...

night night.

garn xo