this is the question now for sure.
as you may or may not know, i am in the process of getting ready to make 'lawn boy', my mocumentary based on lawn order - my lawn cutting company. very loosely based. thing is, i'm at a crossroads - kinda - and am having a tough time deciding what to do - though my gut says just fucking do it...
this thing isn't gonna be cheap and i have to figure out/decide if spending thousands of dollars is worth it. (could be in the 'hood of ten thousand...) what do i want in the end? where is it going? what the fuck am i doing this for? i'm not a film maker...it keeps me up at night. i need advice. i really do.
most days i am less concerned with the cost and am just stoked to do the production and see it through but..man...today - i feel like a bit of a loser. or more an idiot. and not in my usual self deprecating way, but in a 'am i being realistic' way.
i've spent more crappy money than this on stupider things so ...maybe if i just sell some toys to help finance it - decent option i suppose...
g. xo
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