
i've decided to skip cooking today and come back here and have a little relax and then study tonight when i feel less beat. all the activities combined are wearing me out and when zach said he was taking a day off from the cooking, i took that as an a-ok that i did so as well. i need to really put in time learning the verbs the teacher has given us so far - and they are many - and all the different forms that verb takes...and there are many of those as well. it's a complicated language and i know if i was learning english for the first time i would be saying the same thing.



i went for lunch with zach and julie today, and zach's inter cambrio pal, hermano (?) came with us. very nice guy, very serious. a lawyer. hopefully i don't need his help while i'm down here - but it's good to have met him so...zach and julie leave sunday so tomorrow is their last day at the school. i have joked with the both of them that i may not be able to carry on once they're gone, i've said to zach, 'what am i going to do without you here?'...and really, honestly...and maybe they'll read this after they're gone so i don't have to, perhaps, look them in the eyes after i've written this but...i have, in the last few, or more than few, years, retreated a little socially and feel awkward in the company of some, most certainly in crowds and at what i consider to be heavy social situations - but i do try (and i usually make it through unscathed and feel better afterwords..) because i want to be a good manfriend to garvie because i love her - but i find it hard..but...julie and zach have made my life here really rewarding. without them, and bill from wisconsin and alex - and now richard and pattie upstairs...i'd be holed up in my place every night reviewing flashcards and little else. so i want to thank julie and zach for making my first two weeks here so wicked and for allowing me to tell them all the stories i have bored my friends with for years.
thanks. i'll miss you.
ok. i need a little relax...i need to stockpile some energy for flashcards later with richard and pattie.
i love you, you know?
garncarlos.
g. xo
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